I’m stronger than I think I am and weaker than I hope I am with too much uncertainty to do as I should.
It’s kind of sad to think … but I know I’ll never be amazing. At least, amazing when compared to people who are truly amazing. I can never dazzle among others. It’s mostly my fault anyway. I lack the concentration and motivation to try and improve most of the time. I get distracted from my purpose moments after I start. I can never be amazing, but that doesn’t stop me from hoping. Hoping hopelessly.